And I regret some words I have told them. Not only the words. Maybe just the way I said it. Maybe just my tone voice.
They are simply the best. Especially her. Although I often don't answer her calls, she kept calling me everyday, asking the same question with her worried voice. Sometimes they were always the same questions.
"Have you eaten?"
"What did you eat?"
"Was it clean?"
"What time will you go home?"
If the answer was "I will go home late.", then it led to the question: "How will you get home?"
"Why didn't you pick your phone before?"
"Why didn't you charge it before?" (If the answer is because the battery is empty)
"Why did you silent it?" (If the answer is because the cell phone is in silent mode)
"Don't sleep too late."
"Don't forget to eat. Eat much."
"Don't forget to pick your phone tomorrow."
I do miss those questions now. I used to dislike it, because sometimes she called me several times a day and her questions were very much that I became bored to answer them. And sometimes I was embarassed since if I didn't answer her phone, she would call my friend and asked my friend where I was.. Now I know she did it because she loves me. And she always forgave me, eventhough I often speaks not so nice to her. She's Mom, the most caring, loving, patient, strongest person I've ever known. Sorry Mom for being irresponsible, disobedient, the angry tone I spoke, and for everything I did. I'm really really sorry...
And he is just the most patient person I've ever known. He almost never gets angry. He always stays calm in every situation. (I think that she and he are a good combination since she gets panic easily and he always calms her down.) He always makes milk coffee every morning and every night so that sometimes I became bored to drink it. (Now I really miss the milk coffee that he made.) And he is very friendly. Every morning and evening he always greets me with smile, saying, "How are you?" I was always lazy to answer that question because I thought, "I look healthy, don't I?" Well, I was a really really bad bad bad bad kid. Now I realize that it was that he wanted to make conversation with me. I think it was a bit hard to find a topic to chat between a father and her daughter. And I didn't even try. I'm so so so sorry for being not nice. I'm really really really sorry, Dad. :'(
She always disturbed me when I wanted to study. Mocked me a lot and laughed at my choices. Often being a smartass, thought that her opinion was always the best. And sometimes seemed over confident that made me annoyed. We fought a lot, usually was caused by strange and unimportant issues. But she also made many funny jokes and always seems cheerful. I hardly found her cried or even looked mellow. She laughs very hard and talks with a loud voice also. Yet, I admit that sometimes she could be very wise and gave some opinion that I hadn't thought before. I admit that I often found her advices were good although I didn't want to admit it in front of her. You really are a good older sister, Sis. I'm so sorry for everything I said to you. I never meant it, you know.
Yes, they are the best. I miss them a lot. Thank you for the love, the support, the advices, the phone calls, the dinner, the lunch, the breakfast, the anger to make me better, the rules to make me discipline and responsible, and still there are so much that I have to thank. Mom, Dad, I will give you my best. Please always pray for me. I know you do. Thanks a lot....
They are simply the best. Especially her. Although I often don't answer her calls, she kept calling me everyday, asking the same question with her worried voice. Sometimes they were always the same questions.
"Have you eaten?"
"What did you eat?"
"Was it clean?"
"What time will you go home?"
If the answer was "I will go home late.", then it led to the question: "How will you get home?"
"Why didn't you pick your phone before?"
"Why didn't you charge it before?" (If the answer is because the battery is empty)
"Why did you silent it?" (If the answer is because the cell phone is in silent mode)
"Don't sleep too late."
"Don't forget to eat. Eat much."
"Don't forget to pick your phone tomorrow."
I do miss those questions now. I used to dislike it, because sometimes she called me several times a day and her questions were very much that I became bored to answer them. And sometimes I was embarassed since if I didn't answer her phone, she would call my friend and asked my friend where I was.. Now I know she did it because she loves me. And she always forgave me, eventhough I often speaks not so nice to her. She's Mom, the most caring, loving, patient, strongest person I've ever known. Sorry Mom for being irresponsible, disobedient, the angry tone I spoke, and for everything I did. I'm really really sorry...
And he is just the most patient person I've ever known. He almost never gets angry. He always stays calm in every situation. (I think that she and he are a good combination since she gets panic easily and he always calms her down.) He always makes milk coffee every morning and every night so that sometimes I became bored to drink it. (Now I really miss the milk coffee that he made.) And he is very friendly. Every morning and evening he always greets me with smile, saying, "How are you?" I was always lazy to answer that question because I thought, "I look healthy, don't I?" Well, I was a really really bad bad bad bad kid. Now I realize that it was that he wanted to make conversation with me. I think it was a bit hard to find a topic to chat between a father and her daughter. And I didn't even try. I'm so so so sorry for being not nice. I'm really really really sorry, Dad. :'(
She always disturbed me when I wanted to study. Mocked me a lot and laughed at my choices. Often being a smartass, thought that her opinion was always the best. And sometimes seemed over confident that made me annoyed. We fought a lot, usually was caused by strange and unimportant issues. But she also made many funny jokes and always seems cheerful. I hardly found her cried or even looked mellow. She laughs very hard and talks with a loud voice also. Yet, I admit that sometimes she could be very wise and gave some opinion that I hadn't thought before. I admit that I often found her advices were good although I didn't want to admit it in front of her. You really are a good older sister, Sis. I'm so sorry for everything I said to you. I never meant it, you know.
Yes, they are the best. I miss them a lot. Thank you for the love, the support, the advices, the phone calls, the dinner, the lunch, the breakfast, the anger to make me better, the rules to make me discipline and responsible, and still there are so much that I have to thank. Mom, Dad, I will give you my best. Please always pray for me. I know you do. Thanks a lot....
The love of a family is life's greatest blessing
When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses.
